Emotions on High

 

How are you feeling today?

Sad. I miss my dad. 

Lonely.  I want a hug. 

Old.  Youth, where are thou? 

Frustrated. Amp my parking and estimation skills.

Angry. Couples who are carelessly brave in hoping for another child with preferred gender, of those who barely can provide for their children rn.

Mad.  Me, thoughtless and selfish for not celebrating life milestones with family and friends.

Floating Thoughts

much like these yellow butterflies, I had a hard time getting to sleep last night which I always take as a sign that I should write my thoughts down lest I want to rob myself of proper sleep for the next coming days.

My sister is sick, covid: fever + colds.  People I know getting sick left and right.  Anxiety amped.

Bestfriend coming home next month.  Must date.

Another bestfriend not talking much.  I do wonder but will let it be.

My daughter's interest to apply for a college scholarship abroad.

Sunday sermon.  I was wondering why I haven't been authentically grateful and it did hit a mark.

Books I haven't read.  

Music I haven't played.  

Recipe's I'm dying to try.  

Pounds I've yet to shed.

Past lovesss and heartachesss.

Nothing much on my mind really :D  Maybe I should just check in with myself of any unsatisfied needs, says an IG post on self-care ^^