Tuesday, March 15, 2005

impress my foot!

passed by the office after lunch to submit some forms and was able to chitchat with my boss. been busy reviewing for my web apps c# exam these past few weeks which explains my photo-blogging.

moi: matutuwa ka ba pag nagexam ako?
xxx: hmm.. oo naman, pero wag na c# or .net kasi puros ganon na lng kayo.
moi: *pilit smile* eh ano naman kukunin ko? wla ka nman kasi nababanggit kung anong gusto mo kunin ko.
xxx: ibang technology cguro, baka webparts or something like that. bakit nagre-review ka na ba?
moi: mejo
xxx: o baka naman ung project ah
moi: opo nde ko po priority un.. natanong ko lng kasi.
xxx: ok, basta tapusin mo na lng ung project para masaya na tyong lahat.
moi: *pilit smile* oo nga.. alis na po ko.
xxx: ok, bye. tnx ha!


tumawag nga ko agad kay garry, kwento ko ung nangyari. sabi nya wag na daw nga ako magexam muna kung nde ko naman mare-reimburse. mejo disappointed ako sa advice nya. i was hoping he'd support me and say to me: "beh, kung gusto mo tlga magexam, ok lng."

i don't care about the money, gusto ko magexam! i was hoping kasi to prove something to myself and to my peers. naaawa ko sa sarili ko, i feel so dispensable :(


wag mo na basahin, rant lng to about work. need to let it out kasi :(

2 comments:

elapot said...

syempre pinilit ko pa ring basahin, makulet e :) pero di ko nabasa :)
nwys, hope you're feeling better now

Me said...

ela, laine:

update ko lng, nagstop na rin muna ko magreview kasi sayang tlga ung pera although magagamit ko rin naman ung certification for added credentials kaso parang binigyan ko naman ng freebie ung company ko chka nasira na rin momentum, haay.. moving on to other priorities!

thanks sa support encouragement!