Tuesday, September 04, 2007

Shoo, Fly!

Setting: Tito Raffy's house in Old Meding fronting the Basketball court.

Morning, I was about to take a bath with my socks still on. I was caught off-guard when a group of men arrived. There happens to be a gathering but I can't recall for what occassion. It seems to me that some of them are my ex and some are men I used to have HD (hidden desire) with. In fact, Mohinder Suresh was present.

One did stood out from the rest, it was Seyo. I remember slightly touching his elbow for support as I was removing my socks while standing. I think I did that on purpose to get a feel of him, to initiate, that somehow a single touch can rekindle a spark of something what we had in the past.

I stepped out of the house and went into another. This time, it resembles the original native bamboo house my grandparents used to live in. I saw an ex (with still a grudge on me) staring at the window from where he sees wooden structure that I've built. I think it's a mini library with book on shelves and audio cds stacked in a row. He has a this threatening look as if he wants to destroy it. I think I pleaded to him and said something like, "Please, no."

There was more of that dream but I really couldn't remember the last scene or the conversation in it.


* * *

Shoo, fly, don't bother me,
Shoo, fly, don't bother me,
Shoo, fly, don't bother me,
For I belong to somebody.

I feel, I feel,
I feel like a morning star,
I feel, I feel,
I feel like a morning star.


* Sing Along


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